Past is Past

Can't believe it's been 3 months since my last update, and since then, so many changes in so little time. I smiled, I laughed, I cried, I pouted, I dreamed, I reached, I loved, I loathed, I... I missed.

Well, anyway, whatever the reasons are, you know, for everything that is happening, I wish they're worth it and acceptable. LOL. I really do think it's unfair. Assume and off you go, misunderstanding and even worse, conflict. But it's okay, I love my life right now and I'm thankful for everything. =)

Sobrang Makaligalig, Sobrang Kalugud-lugud

(Super Fun, Super Love)

Kareng Kaluguran kung Gali,

Dakal ku man buring sabyan, ing asabi ku mu talaga, SALAMAT KEKAYU, KALUGURAN DAKAYUNG MARAKAL ampo SANA MESAYA KAYU KENG PAMAG-BAYUNG SARA (pre-closing) AT PAMAGPYIESTA TAMU. Asahan kung atin pang katuki! Basta, dakal ku buring sabyan pero sobrang dakal la masyado.

"Some things are better off unsaid."
Balu ku naman kung nanu man sabyan ku, makanta kayu naman. :)))))

Sana lagi tamung makanyan. Sana atin naku man kwentang presidenti. Sana etamu matibag. Galilei Kapampangan Tawu foreverrrr:)))) ♥

Lulugud kekayu,
Erika, Kwartung Presidenti (Class President) ning IV-Gali

God's Knock

Life is harsh. You throw a stone, it will throw a boulder back at you instead:|

Yeah that's so true. I don't know why this is happening to me right now. So much drama, so little me:| Please tell me what to do!

 Ok first, there's this thing wherein I told something to someone. It's not a big deal really coz he's my best friend and all. It's like sharing a random thing to him like, 'Hey, did you know... blah, blah?" We all have the right to speak and express our opinions right? I didn't mean anything to happen or even to offend someone, and besides, I was telling it to him, not to this person. Riiight? So what's the dilemma? It's not my fault that this person found out. So, fine, SORRY but it's not my fault.

 Then again, there goes these people who I think misjudge me. I just don't mind them. LIFE GOES ON, you know. And, we can't really please everybody. But we ought to please God.

 So anyway, I think this is a sign from God. He came knocking down through these miserable occurrences. I've never even saw my life this messy and complicated! So, yeah, I'll just pray, ask Him to clean my thoughts and my heart and yeah, I'll offer everything to Him. :)

RANDOMIZED

I wanna share random facts (and secrets) about me:)

1) I love Peanut butter and jelly sandwiches esp. the combined taste. YUM.
2) I secretly am excited to eat. Hihi. "takaw" yeah I knowww.
3) I don't say bad words coz I think it's bad:)
4) I am vain yet still simple:)
5) I want it allllll but IDK what's that all:p
6) I hate creepy insects. And animals too!
7) I always have a crush:')
8) I am forgetful:| TSS.
9) I am afraid of being alone but I can manage.
10) I really do fear God:) Swear. So, I love Him and I glorify Him:)
11) I forget to put on perfume or cologne HAHA so technically I don't spray some on me.
12) I have tons of best friends. They're all the best.

-tobecontiinued.

Useless

So.. Yeah, I guess that’s it. That is what’s wrong with me! I’m too.. Possessive? Selfish? Self-centered? Assuming? K. Gonna flood you with more adjectives but not in the mood to:) WHY AM I LIKE THIS?! Am I too bitter to accept things? Am I too insecure to accept facts? YUHHH. I guess I am:( No intention to deny. HUHU. SAAAD. I mean, yeah, I wanna say, w-t-heck, he’s all yours. But, big question coming up, IS he even mine? IS he mine to give to others? K. FEELER MUCH. Ugh, sorry about the informal way, *if ever you are reading this and thanks if ever. JUST LETTING OUT MY FRUSTRATION, DEVASTATION, ANGER, FIERY, ETC && ETC!* HAHA. See? Can’t you see?? This is so wrong! How could I ever change this?:( I feel so helpless and vulnerable every time I see something. I have the urge to hate someone as well, though I’m not ought to and why the heck should I even?

Random blah-blah again. Complicated.